I would hate for you to loose so much weight only to feel as though you are still too fat to be skinny, so instead push for a healthy weight, and throw the word skinny out the window

“But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me” 2 Corinthians 12:9

Often times I feel as though I am weak because of my past. Sometimes you feel trapped and even afraid that the worst has yet to come. Then I ask God how is it that you tell me I am fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:14)? Is my problem really that I am fearful of being powerful beyond measure?  Why am I so scared of being beautiful? 

Many search for a deeper meaning in the word. We keep asking deeper questions. But the word is what it is, and when we apply it to our lives we are blessed - 2 Corinthians 12:9 says I boast in my weaknesses— sounds hard, probably even embarrassing but this verse also says HIS GRACE IS SUFFICIENT as in enough, plenty, or all you need. 

No matter what trials come your way you are still HIS CHILD. His grace is enough for any mistake. In this life ugly things occur but that does not change who you are, it helps make you ALL THE MORE BEAUTIFUL. 



Special thanks to Shirlanna for this verse today, its been something on my mind a lot. Be Blessed.

Hello 17 degree weather :(

New Song Breakdown

New Song: “I Won’t Back Down” chorus by Nijah Chnai (DMI 2012) 


Pre Chorus: 

No 6x… I won’t back down no



People try and say don’t believe just cuz I go through some things

But greater is he that’s in me and 

I won’t back down no


People try and tell me to change, but I’ll call on Jesus’ name,

for any and everything 

I won’t back down no. 



Based from the scripture I read recently in Proverbs I think it may be 3:11-13  it talks about correction being the other side of God’s grace.. beautiful right…. No matter what we do we should never stop believing just because we suffer. Sometimes we need to go through things in order for our faith to grow. Thank God for the opportunity to even be corrected/- Grateful for lessons learned and not fazed by the judgement of others. Not backing down :) 

Can God hear me?

Today’s church service taught me that sometimes I can’t just smile about everything like its all ok. Truth is I’ve been dealing with some things that will come to the light soon. I don’t know about you but I don’t want to miss my blessing because I can’t let go of what’s holding me back. Denial keeps you from the break through you need. How else do you grow if you don’t fall? How else do you trust and let love, love you if you don’t share the hurt that you feel inside. Today I challenge you to let it go. Find a confidant and cry out.

If you don’t cry out your answer will not arrive. The stupid things we do in this life have real consequences. mistakes hurt and embarrass us. No one wants to live in pain or shame.

Luckily I know a God who can save you and your life. don’t worry about how the predicament will be solved just pick up dust yourself off and start walking in the right direction. Look for His promise to make it alright and watch him work. I’m looking and I’m walking if only baby steps I’ll make it to where I need to be and I’m praying you are brave enough to come with me. 

In 1 Corinthians 7 Paul talks about marriage, he told the ppl its best to remain as you are, unmarried or single to be content. Serving the Father comes first, all other things are non essential. Be content with who you are and where you are in your life. Just the other day I was kinda complaining about complexities and other issues that pop up in my life with love and relationships, money etc. Today I read that word and I was filled with such peace! Thank you father for blessing me, I pray a sense of contentment over the lives of others so that we may discard nonsense that attempts to take our attention from you! 

for all my non sleepers- Here’s a song I wrote just so you could get to sleep- listen closely and you can even hear the breeze